Shake.shake..shake

well..guessed that life is not gonna go the way as u want it is. Sometimes we have to face the fact that not everyone like what we have on us. It might seems to be intimidated or threatened to them.

as for mine, I'm like a star in a Jarr. Somebody's shaking it hard just to try to get me out of it. Trying my best to stick my ass in it..even tho I know tht eventually, am gonna be taken out of it. I pray to God, just as best as I could, so that I can hold on to stay inside and pray so much tht they will giving up hope on doing that to me. This is a pain in the ass... I need to pass this thru..

Whatever it is..I have to remind myself, being defeated is just a temporary, but giving up is. So, Lynn..never give up.

Making Effort

Ok...what do u feel when u suddenly see a nice pair shoes..i mean a really nice one. But it's really not your size, a really big one. Because of it's beautiness, u're willing to take it as part of yours. No matter how absurd it looks on you, u just dont care. No matter how people making a big fuss out of it, u didnt bother to absorb it. Until, after sometimes, u feel so tired of wearing it with sore feet, and u cant stand seing it sitting doing nothing on ur shoe shelf. Doing nothing at all...until then u realize how u were making so much effort of gettingg it, without thinking of all the consequences waiting behind.

And that is what exactly how I feel now..I have a sore feet, almost catches a blister..and tired of making so much effort just to have it on me. Thought it would look good on me..guessed it is much better on somebodyelse..who with the same size of it...i aint gonna die for lettingg it go.. :)

I dont mind giving it away...with my open heart...

(and it's actually not about shoes..u may relate it to anything u may want to...)

SMILING ....me and my new skin regime!!

Hehhee...actually..this is not a new entry. I blogged about this in my other blog called ' What's Going On'. But I think it is suitable in here..so that's I moved it into this blog. 

Well..just so uols know..my skin is terribly damage due to teen-ages so called hormones-attack (whatever u may wanna call it).. so now..it's not so teen-ages time..for me to deal with my damaged skin. It's not that i didnt took care of my skin..since I first got my pimple..and that was..err...when i was in form 3..my mom started giving me my skin regimes. Started with ...(erm..i cant remember it but it was a good product from US..aiyaak..tak ingat plak..) then followed by Clinique and variety more. Guessed what..after all of those trial in all of those beauty regimes..I still hooked up with Clinique's no 2 toner. That's the best toner ever for me. I love the clarifying effect. Other toner..just not so..not on my badly damaged skin.But not to talk to much..may be I can just show u what I am up to..these days..kalo nak tunjuk semua yang I dh penah guna..halamak mmg pengsan la orang nak menengok nya..
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I'm forced to used this money-killer product due to my badly damaged skin..kalo uols nye skin chanteq gebu..tok sah duk susah2 bazirkan duit beli ni..hehehe...actually i bought this just because am trying to avoid myself from doing tht laser thingy..Ouch!!

And this is their core-product that so called Miracle broth..harap-harap jadi lah yer..But i didnt just splurge myself myself and my money on it..i did several research on this thing and plus several uninvited 'hasutan' from my elder sister who really using the whole range of the product. And she really confide me with the result..well..we'll see..

According to Ms J, I really 100x need to use this one due to having tht spot patch on my forehead..owh i forgot to tell ya..yang kt atas tu Creme De la Mer..that one specifically to tone down my pimple scars on my cheeks...plus it can tone down the chicken pot's scasr jugak. This one plak..Whitening Essence..which is to reduce the melanin produce on my forehead..

And this one..the radiance infussion..owh there's another one i forgot..it's their face scrub..i love that one..really smothen my skin. Plus a few more which i x larat nak upload..nnti later kay. And here u may see how bad my skin is..kita tengok nnti how miracle this skin product can really cure my badly damaged skin ni..or else..am just another looser yang terpengaruh dengan 'wind news'..ehehe

Therapeutic Thingy that works wonder..

 What's the most therapeutic thingy that work well for u??

For me...ermmm..shopping I guess? Eh..no..no..noo..Last time, was used to be either my violin or piano, but now i dont have them with me anymore. not in the house that am staying now. I'm practising a sort of 'friendly and courteous neighbourhood' thingy. So playing musical instrument here is so..so.. not applicable.

I think diving could be the one (but not so applicable too..xkan la nk pegi laut memanjang)..I need something for daily. Ok..Maybe driving is..

Yeahh..driving is the best therapeutic thing for me. I drive everyday..and I always do this weird thing like every morning..I'll drive with all windows wide opened and full speed of air cond and I drive it fast ..I mean reallllly fast! ! So that..i kinda get the feeling of fresh cool air and feels like am living in a cold weathered country. Cool huh?? hahhahaaa....what a gheekk!!  But seriously..it works wonder on me..and hey..not to forget a nice killing songs..that sooth your mind. Depends on your mood of the day. :P

I Play For Kill

LIFE ISN'T GONNA GET MUCH BETTER IF U'RE NOT IN IT..

and what is that supposed to mean...I knew it..u'll know it too soon. Try to figure it out yourselves..u'll love it.

knape tajuk entry lain ngn isi ehhh? (Lu pikir la sdiri..)hehe

ok la..ok la..

What i mean up there is..if u wanna do something ..just do ur best. Doesnt mean u have to win it.. got it?? malas la nk elaborate panjang2..nnti uols jd malas nk berfikir plk..hehehe

Dont Kill Yourself

Eh..what sort of entry is this??

I kill myself?? Hell no! *thinking*... ahhh..I know

Yeahhh right..now I understood..I used to be different. But I've changed, so is that OLD LYNN  is still in there?? Hello..hello... Of course am still here, it's just that am evolved a bit. You know..like dino thingy. They got evolved from a huge dino into a lil small lizard or geckos (perhaps). Owhh..stop talking science Lynn..borrriiingg..

Ok ..Ok..what I mean here is, everybody can change but it depends, (with wide eyes opened) whether to good or to bad. Which one are u?? I think am kinda both ..but no matter how much u've changed urself, just remember..you are who u are..so please hv a mercy to ur ownself..

Ape la tetiba merepak ni..hahah

BUt the moral of the story is ..what dont kill u will make u stronger..U may changed to whatever u wanna be..who cares?Just dont forget who u really are and what's u r  worth for...

I'm  deeply in love with myself, I'll indulge on anything that is good for me..coz i think I'm worth it...tetiba plk rasa mcm iklan Maybelline.  (Shut up Lyn!!) ..if agak2 dah rasa loya2 nak muntah tu..u better get out of this blog..hahahaa

I love taking risk in whatever I do.. (I know am crazy.. )..sometimes I just dont think..I simply jump in it..just to feel the good ness of life. BUt it's great. U'll never know the feeling once u experience it. I tried to be so fence up, be secure in evrything , but sometimes it aint work for me. Life will feel so dull, so boring so lame and more so.... ( well may be u can google on Aries  + left handed lads) . Well actually this craziness is what making me moving ahead from others..I guessed. some people said am crazy for doing what am doing now..but some people really adores the spirits in me..owwhhh..so sweet....*wink..wink*. But at the end of the day, even tho my brain is loaded with problems and unsolved questions, I'm deeply satisfied and happy with what Iwas doing. I guessed that's  who I really am..  I looked for the problems, just to challenge myself. And that's what making me a lot more stronger and tougher than I really am. Me from yesterday are now me for tomorrow...so am gonna work hard to get to who I really wanna be..with God will..Hit the road and start drifting..coz am so not gonna grieve for what I've done in the past. It's time for me to fix all the mess that I've done to myself..(especially by making me fat and a lil bit ugly..( hehehe..xnak mngaku ugly sbnenarnya..sbb tu ckp ' a lil bit jer'  :P ))..yeah am a FIGHTER!

Ok la..now I admit..actually this entry is all about me to kuruskan myself..BOLEHKAH?? We'll see...:)

P/s: am not tht fat and havent kill the whole me...yet. Mesti korang akan boring baca ni..so lame..tak per la..enjoy the song below. :P